When I would look back at my life I always had regret. Why did I have to grow up without my father? Why did we have to grow up poor? Why me? Why did I have to come from such a dysfunctional family history? Why? Why? Why? I always felt as if my life was robbed of something. I felt I missed out on having a daddy. I missed out on being "daddy's little girl". I missed out on gymnastics because my mother couldn't afford it. Poor, poor me. It was hard, very hard for me to accept my life because in my eyes my life should have been different, better.
On the contrary life has shown me that ALL experiences are for our good. All experiences are for our good if we learn the lessons. I have learned so many invaluable lessons from my own "regretful" life. I have learned how to treat people, what kind of man I want (and don't want) and what to repeat and what not to repeat. If all of my experiences are for my good and I believe they are then my life is not a tragedy, but a blessing. Indeed I did not miss out on anything. If anything I have gained. I gained wisdom, depth, forgiveness, hope, love, empathy, kindness and so much more. I have learned that God has placed a uniqueness in me; qualities in me that no experience could ever take away. God has given me intelligence, wisdom and a desire to be a better person and my absent father could not take that away from me because God joined those qualities in me. God has given me empathy, depth and intuition and my poverty could not take that away from me. What God has given you- be it wisdom, understanding, or something else, let no experience or person take that away from you, ever.
"What therefore God has joined together,let no man separate." Mark 10:9
Love, Miss D.
